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Please Just Lay Beside Me

Whatever you do, please never think that tiredness means lack of enthusiasm. I just need you to lay beside me and rest with me. It is too long since I felt my heartbeat next to mine. Though my body is weary, my heart beats with a crazed affection, and bursts with romantic sentiment. So stay […]

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Ben Is A Truly Wonderful Man

Have you ever been blessed to discover that the man you have red hot sex with is also in the upper echelons of quality men? Ben is truly a wonderful man. I have known this for some time. Yet when challenges come along, and I am more reliant on Ben than I want to be, […]

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Stop And Smell The Flowers

Being away – having a change of scene – it is an opportunity to press PAUSE. Lately, I have felt satisfied with the recent developments of my life. I have felt pleased with some of the positive decisions I have taken to look after my health – physically, emotionally and spiritually. This time away has […]

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Am I Selfish?

There are times when I want to kick off these stilettos, unclip my hair and run down to the beach to meet you. I want to run along the beach with you, kick waves, and swim in the cool ocean. Sometimes I want to switch off my mind to all other concerns and just curl […]

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Summer Love

I wanted to write a post about how much I love summer, or perhaps I should say, how much I love English summers. Summers in Texas I do not like! Neither do my folks. They spend winters in Texas and head back north as soon as the snow melts. However, English summer is lush and […]

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Travel Trauma

COPIED FROM AN EMAIL FROM JENNA Ta-da!!! A up-to-date post from me. Wi-fi is still not happening where we are staying. Ben has to travel a couple of times a week between a huge construction site and a city a few hours drive away. He has been able to send emails when he gets wi-fi. […]

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Take Good Care Of Yourself

Throughout the Pandemic, I have never been worried about me. I was worried about family and friends who were in their older years, or who were vulnerable due to some chronic health condition. It’s people I love that I especially have worried about. Before the Pandemic, the world seemed so easily accessible. But for over […]

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What Is In A Number?

With every passing year I know more and more friends and colleagues who find love with someone older than them – usually and older guy. I see everyone as different. I am sure that there are some negative examples of someone too innocent, na├»ve, young being taken advantage of by someone who more experienced and […]

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I Can’t Give Him Up

Simon – I can’t give Simon up. It is three years since I last saw him, yet Simon and I are still close. Simon was in many ways very good for me. Yes…yes…I have mentioned that I was hurt because he sees no need to limit sexual interests to one person. But besides that, I […]

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Naked

I sense fear and shame and it does not make sense to me. Yes, in my head I understand those feelings. But where is the man who I know believes in love and trust? Where is the man I know? Just because I have seen your nakedness – why would I love you less? I […]