Ben had to take me to hospital for a scan on my back. I was petrified I would have to go alone (because of covid-restrictions), but he was allowed to be with me except for when I was actually having the scan. It seems that the damage is worse than they suspected at first. But […]
Over the years I have not always cared for myself properly. Perhaps that is part of growing up, learning that you cannot push your body, your energy and your emotions to their limits – or you will break. Many people have broken – perhaps in the form of a “nervous breakdown”. Others have just become […]
For weeks, I have been struggling with a back injury. It’s still effecting my mobility – which is annoying! But at last I can enjoy sex with my beloved again. But in less than two months, I feel I am a fraction of the woman I was before. I have felt so pathetic at times. […]
Normally I am equal to any challenge, nobody intimidates me at work. I can be confident and eloquent, command attention and respect. Rarely am I lost for words or lacking in coherency of thought. Yet this one little task I set for myself was for some reason so difficult! I have never been so nervous […]
My mom is a very beautiful woman. She is tall and slim. She was mostly blonde, but she has experimented over the years and I remember vaguely seeing my mom as a brunette and with auburn hair. Nowadays, I think she prefers to stay blonde. She has always been stylish, but she loves her dresses. […]
The world of man-kind can be glad that my dating days are over. I was the worst girl to date. If a guy made one comment that I took the wrong way, then I would switch off mentally, stop making any effort, the conversation would dry up and I would start hoping my phone would […]
When I saw the theme for this week was “PLEASURE”, I was split three ways. There is a lot I could say about the many forms of pleasure I enjoy with my beloved Ben. I was also tempted to write a poem about the pleasures we can communicate through words (but I was struggling to […]
Spring is a truly special time of year. It is so reviving. Harsh cold bitter weather, grey gloomy skies give way to sunshine, breezes, April showers, and pops of colour as green buds and leaves erupt and flowers of every shade of pink and purple begin to bloom. But the truth is, despite the exquisite […]
It is hard to compete with spring. She is so gracious and demure, so intrinsically pretty and flirtatious as can be! But I will try to be the one flower that you cannot resist. Come closer Breathe me in Fingers brush against my skin Lips linger in sweet torment Would it be a sin to […]
Well…it just has not been happening! There was no way on earth it could happen. I have not even been able to enjoy sitting down. Standing and laying still are my only options recently. We have found ways to bring pleasure to each other. There has been a lot of very lovely kissing. But I […]
